I want to tell you to leave me alone, leave me to moan,
but I know, you’ll never let me be.
I pick up the phone, try to act cold, but the will of your voice tells me
“you’ll never be free of me”
I do everything in my power to make you want to flee,
but it seems it will never be.
‘cos
For some reason
you seem to see something in me I could never see.
(it just dawned on me that…
‘You make me mad’
I love to try to hate you,
but truth is you bring out the best and worst in me.
The best of my feelings.
The worst of my demons.
The spark in my spirit.
The spite of my Human.
‘You make me mad’
Glad that I met you,
Sad that it’s not meant to be.
and Pissed off,
that
I let you in so close,
I can almost
taste you
when I breathe…..
“In my mind it’s a like I inhaled fire now burning with desire so raw,
my pores now leak the very essence from which your undeniable presence was conceived/formed.
Which means
I bleed YOU when I speak,
I seek YOU when I’m weak,
and to miss you is to reach through to the core of my being
And disport on the thought of being at one with this being like
Living life from the perspective of a dream.
But I snap back, I’m only human
So I act like I’m holding back.
Lest I lose my way,
Fall off track like a rally track.
I turn to you, in a flash,
things fade to black.
Doing what we do best,
Making sense of a world
Out of wack.
Time fading time,
Find out once again I’m losing track.
(Got to try and pull myself away from your hypnotic grasp.)
Understand
I can’t let you in too close to see my cracks.
I hate the way I care for you,
cos i love that you make mad…
Knomad24 